Little about MY LIFE

Emm.. something goes wrong.. why my blog content full of story about boy and love? I dont plan to make a blog for that at the first. But seems like that problem often run in my mind, so i write about it.
 
Oke oke, this time i will write little about my life and my thoughts.
 
I don't know why i start with English, but i will just continue it. Hahhaa.
Dont complain about my grammar and my English.. yeah i know my english was so bad dan mess. As you know, i dont learn english for long time, and i dont practice it in my daily life so i have that probablity to forget some.
I will just type what in my mind, and i will not care about my grammar.
This is my blog, let me do what i wanna do. Hahhaha. :P
 
Hmm.. where to start?
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My life is not perfect, never been.. but i love my life :D
Why? Because........
 
I have God who really loves me so much..
He always grant my wish, maybe not right now, but someday He will..
Something i believe in and be my favorite quote :
God answers 3 ways :
1.    He says YES, and give you what you want.
2.    He says NO, and give you something better.
3.    He says WAIT, and give you the best.
So i will just wait the best come to me :)
 
I have family, i have lucky
Well, i admit that sometimes i really annoyed because of them, but afterall they are the best thing God ever give me..
i have no sister, just 2 "cute" brothers.
But i just realize i don't really feel lonely, maybe because i have bestfriends who already like my sister, i can share everything with them, and i also can share my thought with my brother. So lucky i have them.
And of course my sweet, cute, cool, and funny lucky.. aaagh everytime i think about it i wanna hug it sosososoo tightly {}
 
I have the best soulmate and bestfriends
we spent our time together, sharing, playing, laughing, and arguing sometimes. But still, we care alot about each other.
We create sweet memories, and we will miss it in the future.
I am really me when i'm with them, because they already see my bad side and still there for me. I dont care about my image when i'm with them. Hahhaa. They are the second family i choose for myself. And i hope they think the same J
 
And for my best soulmate, someone i wanna be with for my whole life, hope we can always be best friend forever.. she always more special than others, because she know me very well, and understand me more than my mom.
we already known each other for hmmm from 5th grade until now, yeah and we do not lost contact, we still love each other, we talk like shouting, and everything can be so funny –i can laughed out loud- everytime i'm with her. I miss her so much {}
she is the most unique creature i found in this world, and grateful i found her. Hahahha..
much i wanna tell you about her, but not now, i will find a time later J
 
I have some closed college friends, who also so kind and funny.
but bcause we dont have much time to hang out continuosly, we rarely talk about our true feeling. We just discuss about our task and thesis together, spent time together to refresh our mind, we have same thoughts, so we talk about stuff sometimes.
I hope we do not lost contact after we finish our thesis. We must find some times to hang out together later. And yeah, afterall, they are also good friends and take a part of my life.
 
I have job and incomes, in means i dont take from my parent again.
I work at PT. SSM since i graduate from SHS untill now as Executive Secretariat Admin.
I have a very good boss, he is so nice and can understand our position, i respect him.
Honestly i like working here, because i already adapt well, i have a best boss, i learn alot from  my boss and my job, and the salary is enough for me.
And for the sidejob, i teach private for Phanie. She is 5 yo.
Actually when i decide to teach her, that is because i already semester 7 and just attend some classes, and my time pass by lying around my bed, i'm not really doing anything when i'm at home.
So because i think i will be a lazy person if everyday like that, i decide to teach private, for the first time. And i'm so nervous at the first meeting. Luckily she is smart, so it dont really hard to teach her, eventhough i'm still have learn and study again because i already forget some lesson, and her school is national plus school which using english in school daily so her english and speaking is better than mine. Omo!
She lives with her granny and grandpa. Her granny is so nice to me. :)
 
I surrounded by good peoples :D
 
 
I have hobby
I like writing diary, i like capture moments.
Eat, sleep, listening music, watching dramas / variety shows is a must, to refresh my mind. Hahaha.
I like save things that have memories inside.
I like when someone treat me sweetly.
I like trying something new and something i never do.
I like travelling, i want to collect stamps in my paspor. Hahah.
Hmm i wanna go to Paris so badly. I have a dream to go to Paris with my future boyfriend, we will standing right under Eiffel Tower and take sweet photos.
Simple right?
 
I like cooking and baking, i hope oneday i own a bakery. Right now i still learn how to make cake, food, and so on. I interested with the process, and i am glad if the outcome is good.
Like in the past i never think i can make a pizza or bread, i think that is hard to do, and no way to know how. But now, i prove i can. I can make a bread, or pizza. That feeling. I like that feeling when in the first i think i cannot do it or no way to do it, or something i really want but i dont know how to achieve it, but in the end i can do it, i have it, i pass it. That satisfied feeling, and prove to my self that i can. :D
 
I have problem
Well, this is own by not only me, but all of us.
Yes i admit that sometimes (not always) i can feel down too, when i have so much problem. I can think that this life is not really fair, why happen to me? Why she have that, i dont? Why this why that? So much why when i felt so down. Hahhaa.
I know that i must not think like that.
So i try to control my feeling, my thought.
Try to see from different point of view.
Try to change my life, and try to accept if i cant change it.
Try to learn from every problem.
Try to think positive, all of these problems make me stronger, they drove me to the gate of adulthood.
And always say to myself : THIS TOO WILL PASS.
:D
 
 
Hmm okey i think this is enough about my life.
This is just what in my mind right now, i think i loss something but i forgot what.
If i remember something important, i will post again later.
See youuuu! :)
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