#ThoughtOfTheDay

He is the one I want for my life, yet the one I can't be with in my life.

So sad yah.

And I thought that time will someday find the way for us.

But I wrong, because everything is more complicated than before.

 

Remember I ever made a note in facebook 'Dia' which I wrote with all my heart and I really mean it.

How come I never feel comfortable with other man like I feel beside you?

How come I never happy with other man like I feel when I receive your text?

How come I never dream about other but you always come to my dream?

How come I can smile with no reason just by seeing you?

How come you always pop up when I need help or stress out something?

 

So if I couldn't get over you in my life, what can I do? What should I do?

I think I will just keep you in my heart, realize that love doesn't have to have each other.

 

So please, could you just go and find another girl then show her off to me?

Tell me that she is better than me, tell me that you are happier with her now. It will hurt me completely and break me apart, but yet this is the best way for me to completely let you go, the best way for me to not keep my hope towards you.

 

3 years isnot a short time, is it? I supposed to be okay right now, and I thought I was okay.

Till I ask myself.. am I okay? With the thought about you every single night? Am I really okay? Will i?

Well.., i hope someday i will.